(This was written while listening to Pyro by Kings of Leon)
How should I start?
What should I say?
How am I gonna say it.
I just wanna say that I'm old.
Not in a bad way.
Just in a way that made me realize that, damn, I'm not a kid anymore.
Even though I'd love to be called like Big calls Carrie Bradshaw... Kid.
And I see my friends.
Their love ones.
And it's clear to me, that I want things differently.
And I don't mean it in a bad way. I just want different things. And that's it.
Humanly, I cannot say I dont feel kinda bad, kinda, for not going the old-fashioned way. Cuz you'll always try to fit in, right?
It's just human.
But.... but... I'm not sure I want that.
I mean, right now.